Pei Ru. (:

,

2012-01-07T09:12:00.000-08:00

i still miss him, every day.

why?

back from hong kong and china. Had alot of ups and downs during the holidays. I'm still not used to the schooling life, even though today is already the fourth day after school reopens. Dealing with new subjects that I've never studied before, I start to hesitate if I'm choosing the correct path. And the worst of all, I'm in a stressful class. What's more worse to start 2012 with stress, unhappiness and worries? Guess I really have to get use to this kind of atmosphere for 2012, but I wont give up, I'll strive and be happy, even if I have to fake a smile, I will.

Went back to Yong chun, China to visit my ancestor's house. That place is really run down, it's even worse than my the old villages we have in Malaysia. The obvious gap between the rich and the poor is terrible in China. So what is the government going to do for the poor? the one who really needs the money to survive! Due to the big population in China, every family can only have a child. This causes the only child in the family to be the king. Spoilt kids.

Overall, china and hong kong trip was fun.

Had a wonderful time at Hong Kong Disneyland. Despite queuing up for an hour just to enjoy 2 minutes of heart attack at the roller coaster, everything else was fun! and when i say heart attack, yes, heart attack. The fireworks @9pm was beautiful, synchronized with the background music. But, the ONLY small spoiler was that, the wind that day was a lil too big, the fireworks were blown away. so it's a lil off to the place. But the fireworks were great! And the best performance goes to Lion King! If you have the chance, you have to watch the Lion King!

ps:// Hong Kong guys are so trendy and good looking compared to Malaysia's. But their attitude ruined them. (not referring to all)

nights!

greed.

2011-11-24T05:31:00.000-08:00

appreciate what you have,
don't regret when you lose it.

Why people are still so ungrateful when they already have the best things?

Ungrateful.

Greediness.

Sigh.

:D

2011-11-22T07:04:00.001-08:00

Nicholas Sparks did not disappoint me!

I think I'll read The Last Song twice. REALLY REALLY NICE. :D

YAHOO!

:D

2011-11-22T07:04:00.000-08:00

Nicholas Sparks did not disappoint me!

I think I'll read The Last Song twice. REALLY REALLY NICE. :D

YAHOO!

.

2011-11-21T00:09:00.000-08:00

I'm tired of arguments.

Put a full stop to it, please.

deep thoughts.

2011-11-18T01:10:00.000-08:00

confused?

dont be.

time for some deep thinking. I didn't want to waste anymore time on useless things. I should do some deep thinking.

I always say, time flies. But in between those seconds and minutes, what was I doing? Facebook-ing? Sleeping? Complaining? I realized, I shouldn't be wasting my time doing useless things like this. I should do some reading, writing, improving myself. I should think about my future. What I do now, is it leading me to a successful life I want in future? Is it worth my time, my effort?

Materials I read, were things my sister once said, rubbish. They don't lead us to the place we want in future. They're just reading materials that occupy our time so we don't feel bored. What successful people read when they were young, were economics magazines, business magazines, that really, enrich their knowledge. That is why, they were the special and significant ones. Easily recognized from this society, and that is why, they are successful even when they were in a pretty young age. Leaders.

Innovative, creative. I lack both of them. The only reason why I lack both are not because I am stupid. I have a brain, like others. The only thing I lacked of, was effort. I'd rather laze in my room, following drama series, than do some real reading. Every time I told myself that I have to change my attitude, but the same thing comes back, like a cycle. When will I get rid of this disgusting attitude?

What should I do now? To lead a meaningful life, and continue my steps to my successful future?

I decided that I should start with some reading. :)

A GOOOOOOOOD START.

since I had a few new books at my home. :)

I started off with some light reading.

1) Coffeehouse Angel. The plot was interesting and rather unpredictable. That was what really impressing me cause the books I previously read were really predictable. Especially at the end, (Y).

2) The book of tomorrow by Cecelia Ahern. The setting was rather boring. The plot was a lil bit scary and somehow unpredictable also. NICE!

3) The Last Song by Nicholas Sparks. Im looking forward to read this book, cause the starting was already a nice one!

toodles. reading mood #on.

hi.

2011-11-16T04:12:00.000-08:00

hi :)

that sounded more cheerful than the previous post.

I didn't want to be dull today, so I asked a few of my friends over. 1 turned up! And I was happy enough, at least I knew that my day at home won't be dull, for today. Surprisingly, someone appeared at the doorstep and that totally added some sweetness today! So both my friends were here, and we were chillin' at my place - my sweeeeeeeeet cozy room. Aircond switched on , Laptop on my laps. :) Great time for girls.

Went to have dressing and it turned out fine.

So today, it's a goood day.

Toodles.

Let the sweets come in first, before the thinking part comes in.

Confused?

okay. wait for my next post.

'ciao

.

2011-11-14T06:21:00.000-08:00

Some people say, we shouldn't worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow is a mystery, and we will never know what will happen.

Tomorrow is a mystery.

How true. Previous hour I was enjoying my snowflakes taroball series with my relatives and family at Snowflakes SS15. They were really good. We were talking about various things, laughter filled the air, and we ate till our heart's content. We bid farewell with my uncle and aunt around 2pm and they started their journey back home in Penang. I wasn't feeling right after my bubble tea drink @Snowflakes, stomach was causing discomfort and I thought it might be there for just a while. I sat back on the car, went home, got some rest. When i was awake, i thought it was gone, but it didn't. I didn't care about the pain and discomfort for the next few hours. Sister even asked if I wanted to go out to SS2 and hang around at the night market. Agreed. Cleaned the living room.

So, we headed out for SS2.

I wasn't feeling comfortable and I had a quarrel with my mom. So, obviously they didn't know that.

You wouldn't want to hear the journey to SS2. 30 minutes , more like 30 decades. I was clenching a fist. In a nutshell, PAIN.

Thn I was rushed home after a slight faint at the hawker centre for dinner.

On Monday night, PAIN. And I hoped that Ill be alright on Tuesday.

On Tuesday night, PAIN. And I hoped that Ill be alright on Wednesday.

On Wednesday night, PAIN. And I hoped that the surgery will be a success, the surgeon will be extra careful with her work, the surgery won't hurt at all.

So, I guess I don't have to explain that I was admitted to the hospital by Wednesday night. My surgery started at Thursday morning, 1am and I was wheeled out of the Operation Theatre at 4am. Nurses said it was very long for an appendicitis patient to finish her operation.

Appendicitis. Appendix ruptured.

See. At first I thought the pain would go off 'cause I remembered I had one similar pain sometime ago. Tomorrow is a mystery. It came out to be appendicitis.

Tomorrow is a mystery.

Many said that, and some say, for tomorrow is a mystery, live your life to the fullest.

Define live your life to the fullest.

No measurements or QC to show that you actually lived your life to the fullest.

We are eager and have temptations. We want what we don't have, and often forget those we have. That's just human mentality. How? How am i suppose to live my life to the fullest.

We just have to figure it out by ourselves. They say we have to live our life to the fullest. But they never say life is easy. We have to figure out and walk through obstacles by ourselves. That's our life, not theirs.

Live life to the fullest.

'cause

Life is indeed, fragile.

Tomorrow is a mystery.

Brotzeit @ Midvalley.

2011-11-03T01:59:00.000-07:00

School holidays are just around the corner.. OHKAY. NO. (: < BULLSHIT

basically im lazying around at home. so yeah, my holiday started long time ago. (:

sisters from sg came back to meet up and a small gathering @ Penang. Dad wasn't around 'cause he had to go to Orlando, US for a conference.

So, after we're back from penang, #1 and #2 treated us a German feast @Brotzeit Midvalley. The german pork knuckle was really really really nice. :D Various sausages were served as well, and they were really good! Totally worthwhile even though the bill was a bit pricey. But, totally worth it. (:

penang.

2011-10-27T09:11:00.001-07:00

hey guys, so im back from Penang. The trip was tiring, cause i was sick.

Highlight of this trip was my dad came back from U.S already! (: I was expecting an Iphone4s when he came back but sadly, he did not buy 'cause he said it's not worth it. Oh well... But, he bought 3 coach bags and 4 purses! :D so sweet of him eh? :) Those bags and purses/wristlets aren't for me. He promised to give me my mom's galaxy ace, so I'm still waiting.. oh well.

Penang penang.. FOOD FOOD FOOD. I'm growing sideways already! D: that's a bad sign. Every stop in penang is for food. Guess i dont have to tell you what to eat, where to eat cause I'm sure google is definitely the perfect search engine for you to find nice food in penang. (:

The beach. one word. POLLUTED. I have no idea why there are still people in Batu Feringghi beach since it's polluted. You wouldnt want to set your foot on the beach cause you might kick on a piece of broken glass while you're taking a stroll on the beach. crap. seriously.

When we were going back from Penang back to my aunt's place, we stopped by a Thai restaurant for dinner. The bad part was my cousin fainted due to food poisoning, luckily he was rushed to the hospital immediately and he's recovering by now. (: I was very shocked and terrified cause he fell down while he was walking. I stunned.

so overall, this trip to penang is totally a failure. cousin fainted, sister was sick, i was sick, the beach was polluted. seriously. crap.

boom.

2011-10-19T21:38:00.000-07:00

hey guys! (:

Finally, second outing after PMR. I'm having a bonding session with friends later. We're having barbecue session ! hopefully it'll be a blast.

2 more months till 2012.

time flies. =/

reflect.

2011-10-17T07:33:00.001-07:00

I do think I'm a bad daughter. I throw tantrums, I'm stubborn, I argue with my mom, I refused to help my mom, I ignored her. Despite all those, I still love her.

Mom, I'm sorry. I'll try to be a better person and a loving daughter.

loves.

Logos Hope (:

2011-10-16T06:20:00.001-07:00

I've went to a book fair on a ship today. The ship was beautiful and it arrived at port klang on 28th September. We took a bus to port klang and the place was packed with people as all came to visit the bookfair. So, we queued up under the scorching hot sun and took photos while waiting. Time flies and soon it was our turn to visit the book fair. (:

We went in the ship and was given a briefing about the ship - Logos Hope from Germany. The ship looks rather new to me, perhaps not even 10 years old? I wouldn't say it is big, cause it's quite small compared to other ships. After the short briefing, we went in to the library and the place was packed with people. ._. Went around to look for books but were very disappointed as the books are not suitable for my age. I think adults will enjoy the trip there, but not teenagers. The books they offer are quite limited as the ship aint tht big. They sell books suitable for the age from 4-12, and biblical study books, etc. So, by now you can understand how I feel rite rite? ._. I have no idea why my mom can buy up to RM160+

Anyway, bought myself 2 postcards with the picture of Logos Hope as remembrance.

We fin our visit before the expected time. Oh well, who wouldnt fall asleep in such boring place. ._. So we decided to take a stroll at Tanjung Harapan. hmm. bad timing bad timing. :( the sun was super hot. anyway, bought the bubble thingy and start playing with it. LOL, i know im childish, so what? :D

so yeah, and thn headed back to Klang and finally, home sweet home. <3

twilight.

2011-10-14T04:26:00.000-07:00

after pmr's life is rather boring.

sleep.eat.drink.online.

it's like a routine.

tomorrow going out with a few friends, hopefully it'll be a memorable one. (:

i seriously do not like arguments, im trying to forget about it. so stop mentioning it.

PMR sudah over.

2011-10-10T22:29:00.000-07:00

temporary freedom.

but it's better thn nothing. :D YAY

1 more day.

2011-10-10T01:28:00.000-07:00

im half a bird. -.-

tht's the worst feeling. - when everyone's fin taking their papers, and you're stuck with chinese.

FYI, impossible is nothing. imma rock the hall tomorrow and GET an A for chinese! watch out!

SEE ME GETTING 8As is as torturing as me seeing you fly like a bird. heh.

whatcrapimtalking.

GAH, PRAY HARD. CHINESE CHINESE WO AI NI, RANG WO NA A KAY? :D

life's good. :D

2011-10-06T05:19:00.000-07:00

i remember when i was a lil kid, i always jump on my bed. o.o

kayh, tht's just a random fact about me. LOL

Steve Jobs died today.

dont worry Jobs, because you've already done your very best to contribute to mankind, you can rest in peace. (: you have my total respect.

all is well for now.

I have 5As in my hands, I'm not quite worried about the other 3 papers, hopefully the god treats me well , and im sure, god will.

So anyway, time really flies. In a blink of an eye, I'm already in form 3 and soon I'll be in form 4. I'm still curious how things can change so fast, I'm a lil bit scared of the fact that i might change too, to the bad side. Things are coming to fast, I'm afraid that i cant cope up. But, that's the process of growing up, and no one said that growing up is an easy process.

sisters are like best friends for life.

2011-10-03T03:59:00.000-07:00

they shop with you, get drunk with you, go crazy with you, slaps you for nothing, gossip with you!

most importantly, they love you. :)

trapped.

2011-10-03T03:51:00.000-07:00

dont be too consumed by competing with others.

-Zang Toi

I'm not competing with others, im trying to compete with myself, win myself, be a better self. There are ups and downs in life, but you have to live like there's no tomorrow, live your life the fullest. Do what you want, because you want it. Achieve your dreams, because that's what you dream of. Because, you never know when your life will end, just like that.

POOF.

fyi, tomorrow's the day! (:

trust me, i aint nervous right now. But, nobody knows what will happen tomorrow. Anyway, for now, I believe that I am prepared, and i can do it! so.. wish me luck and all the best! (: Because, PMR is just a part of growing up.

To all the other PMR candidates in Malaysia, good luck and all the best! study hard, pray hard for now , and play hard after your exams! (:

PMR! WOOTTTT. :)

2011-09-30T03:32:00.000-07:00

lai ba, wo bu pa ni! LOL

kayh, tht's a lie.

):

2011-09-29T08:13:00.000-07:00

心痛你的心痛

(:

2011-09-27T04:46:00.001-07:00

im still alive. :D

one more week!

turn around turn around turn around

2011-09-23T04:46:00.000-07:00

PMR in less thn 10 days.

pray hard.

不想挽留，不想你将来后悔

2011-09-03T01:23:00.000-07:00

things aren't predictable.

you never know what will happen the next second.

things can be pretty fine the last second,

and now everything's gone.

我不哭，

不是因为坚强，

而是太累了，

不知道要怎么应对。

我不哭，

不是因为不伤心，

而是现在脑袋空白。

我不哭，

但我觉得，

某分钟我会崩溃。

谢谢你，让我上了宝贵的一堂课。让我更坚强。我懂得更多。

slack

2011-09-01T01:10:00.000-07:00

holidays are meant to be well spent.

either in relaxation form, or studying.

i chose to relax.

okay, another word, i chose to slack.

and i couldn't bear the guiltiness inside me. ._.

ISH.

okayy, i seriously slacked these 9 days.

FML.

boys over flowers.

2011-08-25T02:08:00.000-07:00

do you ever feel, like a plastic bag?

drifting through the wind, wanting to do again?

hey readers,

im back blogging again.

just a short update from me.

since the holidays is arriving soon, cousins and aunt are coming to kl for a short break and to pay a visit. (: tomorrow's friday and im skipping school to hang around with #1 and #2, bonding session. :D #3 is doing fine in canada and she starts to love montreal the minute she arrived canada international airport, (montreal). It's end of summer now, so i guess she can see maple leaves falling very soon? lucky eh? my trials just finished and 1 more month im having my pmr, but i still dont feel the pressure. It's better to be this way, i guess? (:

when the world walks out from your life, there's always your family who will always stay by your side. (:

im sick. ._.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

(':

2011-08-22T23:53:00.000-07:00

dear Yap Pei Qi,

if so happen that you are reading this post.

I would like to remind you that, please take good care of yourself.

And most importantly,

please dont lose your way.

AND,

dont be angry that I did not give you any present.

Because,

I have gave you 15 years of sweet memories, hugs and kisses as your present.

AND, the most priceless present of all is,

MY 'AWESOMEST' PICTURE WITH YOU.

dont worry, I will take good care of daddy mommy,

and please, dont doubt that.

i love you.

If only.

2011-08-17T02:10:00.000-07:00

If only I can read minds,

I wouldn't stuck in confusion,

I wouldn't be so curious of what are your thoughts.

If only I can be by your side right now,

I wouldn't be afraid I might lose you,

I wouldn't be so moody right now.

If only,

I am the one,

I wouldn't be so sad right now.

but sadly,

I cant.

TELL ME what are you thinking thn.

)':

2011-08-12T07:10:00.000-07:00

it's always hard to say goodbye.

especially to your loved ones.

no matter how i persuade myself,

no matter how hard i tried to stay strong,

im just a normal girl who have feelings.

im just so weak, like the others.

too many things are happening at the same time.

It's time to make a decision.

sooner or later ill need to make a decision, so ill decide NOW.

hope that i wont make the wrong decision for this time.

trying to live my life to the fullest.

ｉｇｎｏｒｅ

2011-08-04T05:29:00.000-07:00

ｂｕ　ｘｉａｎｇ　ｄｏｎｇ　ｂｕ　ｘｉａｎｇ　ｌｉ

ＣＵＲＩＯＵＳＩＴＹ KILLS.

Arguments.

2011-07-31T09:59:00.000-07:00

I believe arguments do happen in every single family.

The lil lil arguments are the one that let us realize how others think of us, and how bad we were to them. Without arguments, we wouldnt grow, we wouldnt know, we wouldnt be a better person. Agree?

Arguments. To me, arguments, are sometimes really annoying, and irritating. But after that, when i looked back and think. Arguments are the one who really foster my relationship with my siblings. Without this arguments, my memories with them arent complete. haha, i believe, when all of us grow up, these small lil quarrels will become our jokes. (: Our sweet sweet memories.

:D

2011-07-17T22:59:00.001-07:00

worked continuous two days.

When i say work, yeah, work as in you work, they pay you salary. :D

It's an amazing experience, and you will learn a lot of things, most importantly, you will grow up, and know the real life. :D WELCOME TO THE REAL WORLD.

There are many things i've learnt. Let's summarize it all.

(1) There's no such thing as asking for help when you work. If you face difficulties, you have to solve it yourself. Seeking help when everyone's busy, will only lead you to a bigger problem. Not everyone have the time for you to help. So, DO IT YOURSELF. :)

(2) Observe and learn is very important. It's kind of impossible to ask your seniors to teach you one by one. So, observe and learn from them. Pay 100% attention if they explain something, cause there's always a reason WHY THEY EXPLAIN. yeah, i dint pay attention during explanation and i face difficulties.

(3) Try to do things faster. It's not the time for you to take your own sweet time. Especially if time is limited, and you have lots of tasks need to be finished. Cherish time, and USE UR BRAIN. WORK SMART, AND HARD. If you have extra time, utilize the time to do other things.

(4) Pay attention and work together. Working in a team, cooperation is very important. Listening to your leader is equally important as teamwork. Without a leader, you will fall. So, respect your leader, listen to them, and work together. it's not the time to show your leadership. LEARN FIRST.

(5) Control the working atmosphere. Controlling your workers/participants/people is important too. And please please, when it's time to be serious. Don't crack jokes. -.-

OVERALL, it's a good experience. Learnt alot of new things, and yeah. :D

After working as a faci, i rushed home, and went to the fish shop to get fishes for SMK Seafield's Carnival. Ran here and there, rushed home. and off to Putrajaya Floral Fest! :D

gratitude.

2011-07-13T06:54:00.000-07:00

All of us should be grateful. Never look at what you've lost, always look at what you've got. (:

When we complain about something, we must realize that there are many people who are desperate for it. We should cherish, appreciate and value it and show gratitude instead of complaining. No matter what is it, things, or perhaps love,family or friends. We tend to complain things when it's not the way we want them to be, because we always want to be in the comfortable zone, but we tend to forget that the things we have . We tend to take things for granted, because things come so easily. When things come too easy, we will never appreciate them.

My sister was randomly talking about her college mates' background. Most of her college mates are from single parent background. When i say most of her college mates, i mean it. It's sad. Their different different difficult stories they shared, I felt them. Although i had lots of love from both my parents, I do feel them. It's not so easy to grow up in a single parent family. You might be looked down by the society, learn to be more independent, learn to be stronger than any of your same age friends. It's not that easy. But, I strongly believe, although they're not from a good family background, they who survived this kind of life, will be more grateful than anyone of us. They are the one who can live their life to the fullest. They are the one who are more determined than us, because they know that life ain't as easy as we thought. Life is tough, and never fair. Therefore, they will work as hard to achieve their dreams. They aim for the stars, and try to reach for 'em. We, the fools, who never appreciate and complain over small lil matters, who are protected under our parents' love need to grow up. Learn to appreciate, realize that everything we got, is not because we deserve it.

I am very grateful that i can be born into a family full of love. Although we quarrel sometimes, scold each other for small lil matters, but we will still get back together and this strengthens our family bond. Truthfully, my parents always call my third sister and i cats and dogs. Because the way we quarrel is seriously woah. But, i don't know since when and how both of us got very close and we can even be shopping kawan and ss kaki. Perhaps, we foster good relationships through quarrellings? I don't know. It's possible. :) As time goes by, we got more matured, and learn to understand each other. I am seriously happy and grateful to be born in this family. REALLY.

thank you mom and dad, and of course my three sisters. All of 'em were there when i needed them the most. And i believe they will help me throughout my journey of life. Remember, your family, will never hurt you.

sis, even though you're leaving us very soon. Remember, no matter where you are, we will always support you mentally. No matter how sad you are, we are here, waiting for you. We are your pillows, we are your tissues. :') you can cry to us, we will never leave you, when you need us the most. I believe the distance will never stop us to do crazy stuffs. I know it's scary to face the world yourself. But, everyone has to face this moment some time, sooner or later. Including me, I'll also face this very soon. But, I believe you can.

loves.

):

2011-07-10T07:03:00.000-07:00

THT HEARTLESS FEELING IS HAUNTING ME, IDK WHY.

)':

Im so stupiddddd. :)

2011-07-09T22:53:00.000-07:00

hahaha, im currently in a hyper mood, so dont ruin my mood. please. :) BLAH BLAH BLAHH.

surprisingly, i woke up at 6.30 this morning, without your phone call, i still can survive, because i had my ipod on, till morning. :) nevermind, ill get used to it very soooon.

I find it quite ridiculous to have a blog where you write about your daily live, exposing your private life to the whole world, instead of telling your family and friends, well they will know it though. For my parents, they stalk, very good stalker in fact. hahaha, nvm. at least they know how i feel after we quarrelled. They should know.

Sometimes, i just cant understand why parents will never listen to their children's explanation. Until we shout at them, they realized it, but they just cant accept the fact. And they just continue scolding.

But im fortunate enough to have considerate parents, at least, they try to change, to be better parents. Sometimes, saying sorry to your children, is something hard, but you should be proud to be the 1% of millions of parents who say sorry to your children for your mistake. Remember, parents are normal beings, people makes mistakes. Children can let you realize your own mistake, because children are just like normal beings, they wont simply start an argument because of ridiculous things. But of course, we as children, have to learn to be considerate at times.

Real Life Is Never Fair.

Learn To Live With It.

live life to the fullest.

2011-07-01T08:41:00.002-07:00

we shouldn't waste our time anymore. life's short, you wouldn't know what will happen the next minute, so we MUST live our life to the fullest.

So take a chance
And don't ever look back

you never know what's best for yourself, until you try it out.

anyways, this week is pretty fine for me. Pre-sales is on next monday, tuesday and the following thursday, so prepare your coupons! :) and shop till you drop! Do drop by my stall during form 3 and 4's recess. We're selling marshmallows and we're providing the stove for you to 'heat' ur marshmallow, so the marshmallows will actually melt in your mouth. Hot-cups are available in our stall too, hot water provided. Cheezy wedges and sausages are also available! :)So do drop by! btw, the sales are all in coupons. So we've prepared enough coupons to sell/exchange.

Please do drop by, our stall is infront of bengkel kh.

this whole week's busy with carnival's stuff and carnival is 2 weeks from now! :) If anyone needs coupon please contact me personally. THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

one more time

2011-06-25T00:21:00.000-07:00

if i'm given another chance to start my life again. I'll live my life to the fullest. No, I wouldn't have waste my time so much on useless stuffs any more. I will appreciate, cherish people around me, learn to understand them, and avoid arguments with them. I will practice my 5 precepts, learn the dharma, and gain good merits. I'll study hard, never let people down, never argue with people. I'll enjoy my life, practice selflessness. Learn to give instead of get. Understand more about the Dharma, and understand what's Karma. I'll learn to discipline myself, learn to be more hardworking, learn to have fun.

But there's no 'undo' button in life. there's no 'restart' button in life. No, there's no IF in life, to make it come true, don't hesitate, but be hard-working and try to achieve it. Only diligence can let us gain things you want. Only determination can let us gain what WE want. There's no such thing as short cut. We must be determined, hard-working and disciplined in order to gain what WE want. It's not too late.

And when we're working hard for something, never forget to appreciate people's help. Appreciate and enjoy the process. Don't think that it is a burden, because you'll suffer for the rest of your life.

Japanese food. :)

2011-06-23T21:46:00.000-07:00

1) KAMPACHI

http://www.kampachi.com.my/

this is a good choice of japanese food.

the other one i recommend is SUSHI ZANMAI. :D

it's located in Pyramid.

and there are a few more outlets @ different places.

http://www.sushizanmai.com/

please click the ads. :)

deserve better. :)

2011-06-22T09:02:00.000-07:00

everyone deserves a better life, if you work hard for it. :)

'cause there's no such thing as free or things come easily.

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Currently earning money from Nuffnang! :)

It's been quite awhile i touched my nuffnang acc.

Im not too surprised to see my earnings are stuck at 100 + bucks, cause well, i dint really go blogging lately.

but hey, im here. :D

pleasepleasepleaseplease, click the ads. :D if you happen to see any in my blog. scroll down or at the header there. sometimes hidden at the back of my blog's header! :P

proud to be a seafieldian, im proud to be a 3 gigih-ian. :)

don't comment, just like.

tht's our class tee! :D

bonding session.

2011-06-18T07:50:00.000-07:00

Bonding session with family @ Sunway Lagoon Club.

went to library to study, but i forgot to bring my stationery. stupid me. =/

end up reading through history and bm.

after tht went to meet up with my relatives @ pyramid.

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When your closest family member, either ur sister/brother leaves you for studies/work or any other reasons. You tend to cherish more the time you got to be with them. To be truthful, I didn't really had much memories with my first and second sister, most of my childhood memories are made with my third sister. Perhaps it's because of the age gap.

Cherish things/people before you lose them.

No regrets.

2011-06-17T07:57:00.000-07:00

Never regret because at one time it was what you wanted. :)

familiar quote eh? it's true. so don't regret for what you've done.

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Even though it is a stupid thing, or something not worth while to spend time/money for, don't regret. Because it was what you wanted at one time, or because it was what your heart tells you to do so.

But well, there's one thing I regretted. I didn't talk to the Germans from Heildinburg. ): SAD. they just went back this evening. There were many people cried, especially the host families. It's a touching yet happy scene. Touching because they got to strengthen their friendship bond in a weeks time, well less than a week which is also a good thing to be happy of! Anyways, wish them good luck in everything, and hope that they'll visit us soon. :D and I will definitely introduce myself to them when I see them the next time. :) See, there's not much chance for us to get to know people from other countries, it's a rare chance. The chance to have GERMANS in your school is like so rareeeeee! It's the time you can get to know their lifestyle, culture, and opinions about Malaysia. :) but as I know, they love Malaysia. at least, so far so good. :P hahaha. Hope they enjoyed the stay in Malaysia. We were friendly, as in we always pull them to take pictures with us. Seafieldians are like this, so what? :D that's our style.

Guten Nacht!

which means good night in german. :) learned it from one of the germans. erm, wait. Romen is his name. :)

fooooood. germans. ;)

2011-06-16T08:19:00.000-07:00

i just knew that actually pimples will pop out because of food.

it's either you're not suitable to eat that kind of food.

for eg. blood type O can't eat roasted nuts.

well, that's what i heard from someone's opinion.

for further information, you have to do research on your own!

haha, anyways.

im craving for pringles and chocolates lately. :O at the odd hours like, 2 in the morning. :O

<<< :O i want!

haha, random post. :P

btw, our school is having a choir exchange programme with the germans from Heildinburg choir group. They're so friendly! :) and of course tall. Can you imagine it, when i stand up, i'm only at their shoulders. ._. buttt, well. :D they're friendly and yeah pretty/handsome. :P my friend hosted two germans (guys) and today they came in to our class and studied with us. haha, but too bad we were having moral, and they can't understand a single word of malay. Most of my classmates went up to said hi and yeah. but i dint. too shy. :P

well, short post.

nite. :)

this week.

2011-06-15T04:52:00.000-07:00

Ups and downs.

Different surprises and unexpected things happened. :)

some bad some good.

My practical piano exam is on next friday, wish me luck!

SOX Dance

2011-06-14T07:32:00.000-07:00

SOX always organizes SOX All Stars drum and dance competition annually.

Our school cheerleading team, Vulcanz joined the dance competition and is in need of YOUR VOTES! :D

So, just pick up your handphones and type SOX Dance 02 to 33396 to vote for them! :)

every text cost RM0.50

they are currently in placing number 4!

your help is appreciated! :D

For further information you can check out this link! :)

http://www.facebook.com/soxfb?sk=app_206701476019368

http://www.sox.com.my/

Have a nice day! :)

Chatime

2011-06-12T07:14:00.000-07:00

http://www.chatime.com.au/

check this website out for more information. :)

Chatime's roasted hazelnut milk tea is really good! :D

Though the queue is long and you have to wait for quite a long time, but i think it's worthwhile!

Try a cup @ Chatime's outlet in Sunway Pyramid and other outlets!

No regrets!:)

There are a lot of new outlets in various parts of Malaysia now!

And the staff's service is good, though the waiting time is quite long.

overall, it's still a place worth to check out! :)

sudden thought

2011-06-12T00:58:00.000-07:00

there's no easy life in this world, everyone needs to go through some ups and downs, gain experience and learn the hard way. Although many people always want to stay in the comfortable zone, it'll only last for a while. it's only a temporary comfortable zone, to be more precise. When it's time to leave the comfortable zone, you might just realize, that how much time you've wasted, that you can do much more useful stuff and things during that period of time. There's no point to continue stay in the comfortable zone when there's no benefit when doing so. Remember, learning and going through the hard way, will make you a better person. Staying in the comfortable zone, will only make you a lazy person.

I find this quite true.

Before holiday, I was setting up this plan and target to at least study finish my main subjects as my PMR is only 4 months away. okay, less than four months. So, I've planed to revise and finish up my homework during the holidays. But, this plan failed obviously. I have to admit that I cannot stand temptations. The computer ._. is like luring me every time i passed through it, and well, I'll spend the rest of my day in front of my computer, facebooking and chatting. Sometimes, it's good to slack for a while, but there's always a limit. I am that kind of person who doesn't know how to stand temptations, control myself and yeah, Im lazy. ._. It's like the comfortable zone for me.

But as I said, it doesn't last long, this comfortable zone will end. As holidays are passing by, I just realized i did nothing at all and regretted. Homework all left undone. My plan failed. There's no one to blame, but myself.

If I continue to keep this attitude, I will never succeed in life, not even PMR.

So, I shall be more disciplined next time. Promise.

);

2011-06-08T07:28:00.001-07:00

it has been a tiring and stressful week.

even though it's holidays, I still feel the stress.

Why is relationships this thing so confusing and troublesome?

go dai go dai go dai go dai. D:

camp!

2011-06-05T00:30:00.000-07:00

back from campp. :)

learned that teamwork is always important,

trust is important in a team,

but never trust one 100%.

you gotta deal with tht yourself.

making a big decision is also difficult,

you will either lose people's trust in you,

or you will lose the people.

tht is the real life.

Football match in o.o hours.

2011-05-28T12:30:00.000-07:00

In mcd with a bunch of crazy cousins and sisters. O.O

was woke up by my cousins and drove to mcd just to watch the football match.

Oh, and i ended up bringing my laptop along and online.

:))

Im so sleepy nowww.

1 and a half hours till i get to go homeee. o.o

and after tht, 6.00 ill need to go to the airport. O.O

SLEEPLESS NIGHT.

i wonder how can i stand it. =/

and at 11am , we're going for moviess @ pyramidd.

what a busy weekend.

by monday ill need to pack my things, and tuesday im going camp! :D

Against Bullying

2011-05-07T23:21:00.003-07:00

imagine you're tht girl who was bullied by thoseee bitches.

GRR. feel like slapping them.

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spent my whole day studying geo form 1.

i know there's a lot more studies need to be done by thursday.

hope that i can finish my revision by then.

cross fingers.

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Happy Mother's day to all momma in the world! :P

2011-05-07T23:21:00.001-07:00

nail in the heart.

2011-05-05T02:46:00.000-07:00

it's hard to pretend that you don't care.

because you do really care for that person.

it's hard to see people ignoring you.

especially the one you really care for.

im sorry. if i really made you angry.

bff. (:

Joint Charity Concert

2011-04-17T01:13:00.000-07:00

RM 1 is a small amount tht meant nothing to us,

but do you know that RM1 can save one's life?

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One Life, One Earth.

that's the theme of yesterday's charity concert. (:

erm, the performance was so-so only.

But at least i knew tht i did something good yesterday. :D

We always grumble that we do not have enough money to shopping and stuffs,

but the ppl in poorer countries always long for their needs.

Do you realize that we seriously should change our attitude?

Went to Taylor's Lakeside. (:

it's more like a shopping complex to me, not like a campus.

but if i got the chance, i want to study there! :DD

L.O.V.E girl-CN Blue. (:

Love.

2011-04-02T08:52:00.000-07:00

Afterall, i still do love you.

it's a fact that cannot be changed.

So i promise to be good, and forever love you. :)

sorry for all the grumblings and arguments,

I promise i'll treat you better.

I love you. :)

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O.o

I still cant believe that i actually swept and mopped the living room. :OO gosh, im so tired now. D; i just finished my taekwondo grading this morning, hope that i'll pass! seriously, i need to pray alot, cause basically i know nothing and i just simply go and punch and kick. :O nah, don't care anymore. :) cause it's over! :P had dinner at sarpino's. totally enjoyed the succulent seafood pizza i had there, though the portion was tooooo big and we had to take back home. oh ya, dad's in grik by now, hope he'll have a safe journey back home tomorrow! :D

well, i suddenly thought of my grandfather. =) actually, i do not have much time to talk to my grandfather when he was still around as he stays in ipoh. That's why i wasnt that close to him. But well, i do know that he loves me. He's a serious man who doesnt play a fool, and according to my dad, he never express his love to children. westerners, they always express their love by hugging or even straightaway tell them how much they love them. But, my grandfather is not this kind of person. He never express his own feelings to his children. Though my grandfather can be very friendly, sometimes. He can still joke around with his grandchildren. Well, that was before he got stroke and Alzheimer. D; Although the time I'm with my grandfather is scarce, but there are a few precious moments i had with him tht i will keep inside my heart. Until now, i still do tear when i recall back those moments. (': shh, not gonna say out. It's a secret between me and grandpa. :PP

:O it's going to be a busy day again tomorrow! D; need to finish up my sejarah project by this friday. PRAY HARD tht i can finish it cause i havent even started. but at least all my information is already there. :) i finished gather it during the holiday. Now the only thing left is to crack my head and write a 15 pages long essay about it. GOOD LUCK! Passed up my geo project last week, thank god i din't passed it up last minute cause the queue was seriously long and many of them had to stay up till 2pm on fridayy. so yeah, im safe. :D

Friday went to manhattan fish market for dinner. :) They had this 6.99 ringgit promotion and the queue was seriously longgg. > :D but well, i dint queue and walked straight in and eat. :D cause my sister ordered for us. so yeah, thank you. =D when i sat down at the table, the food was already served. :) ahaha, hang around in pyramid and bought some tea which smells really niceeee. :) apple flower and rose flavored. (: thn we walked around and went to the ice rink. They were having figure skating competition. ahahaha, and those guys were really good at it. :) yeah, i almost fall for those guysss , haha okay, maybe a second.. :) they skate so gracefully, some more they're from other countries. (THEY ARE GOOD LOOKING) =DD

after another 180+ days, i will scream my lungs out! :D seriously, i cant take this stress anymore. Though i know no matter what, i still have to go through all these. > ):

Axel will be back in another 20+ days, he's having a party. o.o wonder if i can gooo. I'll try to make it though, Axel! (:

I know this post is long, cause i cant sleep. ):

currently addicted to tiamo. > < 3

Tiamo, Tequiero.

Pei Ru.

love you always. (:

gastric. D:

2011-03-29T07:34:00.000-07:00

2nd time since form 2. D:

4th day having gastric.

I don't want any gastric anymore .

No more pain.

No more medicine.

D':

whenever i see food, i feel like vomiting. ):

what's wrong with my stomach. D:

Im always sick at the wrong time.

)':

i miss holidays. D:

Beauty and the Beast. (:

2011-03-17T09:14:00.000-07:00

If this's just a dream.
I don't want to wake up anymore. <3

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lalala.
geography project's almost done! :D

left sivik and sejarah. oh well, for sivik, i'll just copy and paste. =D cause im seriously super lazy to find stupid information about it. D:

I don't know what's wrong with my face. o.o It's so super dry and pimples coming out again. D: I've been doing facial almost once every 4-5 days. hope it helps. (:

kept on quarreling with mom and dad these few days, i know sometimes I got very rude but I'm just trying to tell you how I think. I guess I'm just impatient, and I don't like the way you all order me to do things. I find myself quite hard to communicate with them. D: gosh. Im sry. )';

it's already a must-do-routine,

what's wrong with me?

243 post.

2011-03-13T07:14:00.000-07:00

I had a bad day. =(

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so this's my 243rd post. and today is my unlucky day.

I woke up with a sore throat, and mild headache.

my breakfast? i dint really eat much. and we headed out for lunch.

no appetite and i ate a lil only.

dropped my sister in her apartment, and headed summit.

bought a whole lot of books.

and was dragged by my mom to poh kong and pierce my ears.

:OO

OUCH. o.o

and it still hurts till now.

my mom even turned the earring and it's super super super pain.

sorry that i loved you.

TREASURE

2011-03-12T09:02:00.000-08:00

cherish every moment,
cause you'll never know what's gonna happen next.

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8.9 magnitude earthquake strikes japan.

looking at those videos and news,

i feel so lucky to be in Malaysia.

Though, i can really feel the pain looking at your loved ones struggle in front of you.

Have you ever wonder, that one day , you might face this kind of situation?

What will you do?

Put yourselves in their position,

all they need now is support, love and care from everyone of us.

Stay Strong. cause I believe that it's sunny day after every rain storm.

We'll always pray and mentally support you. :)

There's one of my relatives in Japan now.

He's affected by the earthquake, but luckily not that serious.

So, yeah, he's safe but stucked in Japan.

May all be safe and free from danger.

tune in to - Justin Bieber's Pray.

fall for you. :D

2011-03-05T05:20:00.000-08:00

cause tonight will be the night
that i will fall for you,
OVER AGAIN. (:

Kim Hyun Jong
<3

currently following a korean drama. :O

starring Kim Hyun Jong.

Mischievous Kiss. :D

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My life?
so far so good.
except i have loads of projects need to do.
and when i say loads. i mean it. ._.
Geo, Sej and Sivik.
need to fin it by holidays. ):
gosh, i cant rest during the holidays.
hmm, apart from that, my life is still good.
i'm gonna stay away from the hustle and bustle of the city during this holidays for 2 days in cameron. :) looking forward to see my cousins again.
yeah, but sadly, my sisters cant go.
):

ah, looked back at those cny photos. (:
i know it's not very long after cny, but i still do miss it.
next year's cny's gonna be very different already.

):

nites.

(: spread my wings and fly.

2011-02-26T07:18:00.001-08:00

spread my wings and fly,

catch me if you can.

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i've decided what to do. I know i'm not alone anymore, (: cause i've got you.

I want a dog, :O

anyways, i went to summit today with friends.
went for movies, and i saw someone very familiar, but i couldnt recall who he is.
and both of us kept staring at each other. :O skip that. so we watched i am number four. it's an awesome movie but a lil scary :) but the ending was a lil disappointing, cause i was expecting the guy erm, marry the girl or something. but tht movie was like half hanging. hope there's part 2. o.o

other than tuitions, exams, homework, the only fun i get is chit chat session with friends,family. :) so i do cherish and appreciate times when we go for outings,or even in school.

and #1 in china, if you sees this post,
take care, and i love you.
but pls, do get me something. LOVE YOU. :D

:D

2011-02-23T07:29:00.000-08:00

finally exam's over! ;DDD

YAY!

3 at a time, FML.

difficult times.

2011-02-22T07:21:00.000-08:00

there's some times you need to think thoroughly.

because the decision is just too important that it'll affect you and the ones around you.

what's done is done.

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wish me luck.

exams.

):

Will you be my valentine? (:

2011-02-13T22:15:00.001-08:00

Happy Valentines! (:

To all those couples out there, hope you all will last long. (:

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sometimes there's regrets, but you still need to move on.

and yes, i do regret at times. ):

though i still dont know what im hoping for.

confused. D;
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And to that mysterious guy who sent me roses, thanks.

but at least show me your face.

:/

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fake a smile,
and move on.

Happy Chinese New Year!

2011-02-04T00:32:00.001-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all! :D

this year will be #3's last cny before she leaves for canada.

so, all of us will appreciate and cherish this year's cny.

we'll wait for you to come back! :D

u better earn lotsa lotsa canadian dollar! :)

after reunion dinner at ipoh, we head back to uncle's place to have bbq.

and now, i got 3 ulcers. .__.

and i forced my mom to put salt on it.

my mouth is currently super pain.

need to drink more water to avoid pimples sprouting out agn. ):

have a wonderful year ahead to all of you! :D
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

there's no end.

2011-01-18T08:42:00.000-08:00

when things are getting worse and worse, your appeared and you lit up my world. :)

sounds familiar . :)

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Chinese New Year is sooooooooooo near! :D

Im not really ready yet, cause my room is still messy, the atmosphere is not there YET in my hse. :( maybe mainly it's because, people in this house is getting busier with their own stuff. i dun see any red stuffs in my house yet, this year's chinese new year is superrrrrrrrrr close to christmas and new year! :D last year's valentines fall on the first day of chinese new year (if im not mistaken) and yes, awesome day i had. :D

okay, crap. :O i dunno what to update. :S

oh yeah, i can feel the stress now. PMR. ): i was too overconfident last year. :X i didn't expect that form 3 work is so tough. :O tuitions, homework. die. ):

but starting of 2011 is good! :D so far so good. :D everyone needs to go through this stage , so ill just try my best lahh. :P

miss you #1 and #2 . see you in 17 days! :D loves.

lalala~ ,

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2011-01-12T22:58:00.000-08:00

顿时的幸福，化为乌有。

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i made a wrong decision, i guess. o.o

why love?

2011-01-06T23:57:00.000-08:00

The way you talk scared me. :O

Why love? Im tired.

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I'm busy with school stuffs. More homework, more tuitions, Im much more tired. ): School started and I got tuitions EVERY SINGLE day. I dint get to rest much, so I'd be super duper happy if one of my tuitions cancelled. Monday is even worse, three back-to-back tuitions. I've only 15 mins to eat my dinner in the car. What is this? :O ridiculous. I miss form 2 very much. Though morning session is much better thn afternoon session. School hours are lesser, but the tuitions I have makes it equivalent to afternoon session. Owh, even worse. I need to study from early in the morning 7.30 until 11.00pm at night. ): The chance for me to online is even lesser. :(

But whatever, I'll just keep going in my life.

Don't ever look back,

Don't ever look back.

cheers!

2010-12-30T21:13:00.000-08:00

Happy new year eve! :D

before 2011 comes, confess anything to your friends and family, don't bring regrets to 2011. :)

going to sis's friend's bbq party ltr to celebrate new year. :D

PS:// #2 , ill always remember what you said, and I'll try my best. :D

once upon a time

2010-12-29T09:45:00.000-08:00

i feel so numb. =/
________________________

came back from Sg, great trip. :D

I didn't get to visit USS, but what really matters is i get to see #1 and #2 agn. loves. :D

Last year, exactly the same date, same month,same time i was on my journey to sg too! Same road, Same time, but different feelings. I wasnt as excited as last year, I just want to meet up with my siblings because I miss them alot, I guess im a lil more matured now.I see things differently, and I think MORE maturely. heh. :) I don't know, maybe I really do care a lot about my sisters, although we always fight over small matters, but I still do love them , A LOT. :D

So, the first day we went to Sentosa. :) hah, it's still the same like last year. the atmosphere, the place, the show, the decorations. :D so we just hang around until ard 10, went home. :)

hmm, 24th went to YiShun visit one of my relatives and thn went to marina bay sands! :DDDDDD #3 and I underage so we cant go in to the casino. CY went to gamble and he won 30 dollars. :) went home and start preparing the turkey. :) calvin and siu hong came over to celebrate christmas together. :) apparently, the turkey erm, i wouldn't say it's a failure, maybe not tht successful? o.o I didn't eat much though. watched a korean drama with them, calvin and siu hong sleep over because they couldnt catch a taxi back toapayoh.

Christmas! :D

went to orchard's heeren for Japanese buffet with sis's friends! :) Kiseki. thn hang ard in orchard until ard 6, decided to have dinner at a desert shop, but we cancelled order at last because we need to rush to Night Safari. :DDDD so, we started to walk the trail at 8 . Calvin and Siu hong joined us . ;) tht day was drizzling a lil . :l definitely a memorable trip. especially those bats and squirrels. =/ thn it rained heavily so we rode the tram . hah, they kept the Giraffe because there's lightning and thunder, so we dint get to see the girrafe, but the elephants were cute. :) and the lion. :O caught a bus back to sherwood towers, sleeeeeeeeep. :D

26th

woke up late and stayed at home the whole day. watched drama series. #1 and cy went back to marina bay sands to gamble. tsk tsk, they lost 10 dollars. ._. walked to plaza and get some junk food and snacks, ran home and watched 小孩。狗. It's a touching taiwanese movie about a young kid abt 4 years old and a dog, starring-xiao xiao bin! :D

27th

HOME SWEET HOME. :D

im tired of arguments. :(

2010-12-22T06:08:00.000-08:00

Im going to Sg tomorrow! :)

DON'T MISS ME TOO MUCH. heh.. :P

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Sometimes things doesn't go right, I remember all I did last time is i cry. Don't cry, tht particular person who makes things wrong doesnt deserve your tears. What you should do is just fix things right. But be prepared, it ain't that easy. I've gone through all these things, I know how it feels like, how lost one will feel. I got this sudden feeling now, that emptiness inside me, I don't know what's wrong. I'm leaving for Sg, I should be excited right NOW, but I dont. ): what's wrong?

And, I need earphone! :O gonna bored to death on the journey to sg. ): i want to watch movie in the bus. ):

heeeee

2010-12-20T08:00:00.000-08:00

he disappeared. :O. lol

and i was joking, dumbo XL leeeeeeee. ._.

lalala~

3 more days 3 more days. :D

2010 is coming to an end.

many things happened, ups and downs.

But overall i still enjoyed 2010.

;)

swweetttt!

2010-12-18T07:34:00.000-08:00

I feel so sweet now? :DD

haha, i just feel so happy! moodswing moodswing. :)

I cant wait to go to Singapore!

concert! :D

TJ ♥

AK♥

JJ♥

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

i'll be in Singapore in 5days. :)

i want to go Orchard, Siloso beach, Vivo City, Clarke Quay, Bugis,Chinatown!

haha, im so hyper now! :D

The last time i went to Singapore was ard Christmas too.

So now, after exactly 1 year, im going back to visit that familiar land! :)

ahh, memories.

I still remember Sentosa clearly.

and every part of tht trip. :)

I miss #1,#2,#3! :DDD

5 more days. 5 more days. :D

white

2010-12-16T05:53:00.000-08:00

your life is too consumed in comparing with others.

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I'm so tired. Travelling is tired. ):

I don't have the mood to blog right now, and my blog posts are so short. O.o

gah, next time i'll try to post longer and more readable posts.

unlike this post.

moodswing. ):

:O

2010-12-15T05:21:00.001-08:00

Im in Kuantan Legend Resort's lobby.

short update.

cant online for these few days due to no wireless connection in the hotel room,

and im lazy to go to the lobby.

The beach here is better than Penang's.

But I still prefer Avillion Admiral Cove's because PD's beach is shallower and the sand is more soft and clean.

the waves here are quite high that's why we cant go near the sea.

toodles. :)

going for dinner.

when life gives you lemon, turn it into lemonade. :)

2010-12-12T22:07:00.000-08:00

friends and family, they're the pillows and pillars of your life.Without them, I wouldn't go so far.

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I started studying. :o

my dad insisted me to do so.

JB

2010-12-11T21:19:00.000-08:00

back from JB.

Reached KL ard 11pm yesterday. :O

Tired and exhausted.

cut my leg and the cut is almost 2cm deep. :O

cant stop bleeding .

And my sister fainted, im the one who's injured but i still have to bring her up to the room. ._.

her pale face scared me. :O

and she fainted because she saw blood. .___________.

wrong

2010-12-06T07:56:00.000-08:00

you said the wrong things to the wrong person at the wrong time, wrong place, and that is why your heart is broken. I'm sorry.

you broke your promise AGN. ):

Smiley. :)

2010-12-05T08:55:00.000-08:00

To: smiley. :)

the sad things that happened this whole year ended.

those are one part of our life,

perhaps we cant delete it off from our history,

but i believe that those sad things that happened,

those arguments,

made our friendship stronger and most importantly,

we knew how what does other think about us.

Remember sw,yc,yv,lj,ll,sp,wb

we may argue over small matters,

but it wont affect our friendship.

loves,

PR. :)

the feeling.

2010-11-28T09:09:00.000-08:00

I feel so guilty right now.

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just came back from PD.

enjoyed the trip.

It was a last minute trip,

daddy gave us a call on Friday morning, he asked us to pack up,

and in the evening we're off to PD.

checked in to the 4 * star hotel- avillion amiral cove :) at ard 6.30pm

Rushed to had seafood dinner and daddy rushed back to attend his meeting.

So we walked around at the hotel and took pictures.

At first we grumbled that the hotel wasn't that nice and all,

but soon we knew we were wrong, the view from the hotel to the sea is nice! :)

and it's a marina where the cruise and yacht berth,

so there were many many MANY boats there. :D

There were a lot of activities there and if you want to know, check this out.

http://www.avillionadmiralcove-malaysia.com/ppc/?gclid=CPzMydOBxKUCFUN66wodSwznYw

and we grumbled because at first we checked out the wrong website >>

http://www.avillionportdickson.com/

There were 2 avillion admiral hotels at port dickson and they're actually under the same company,

but daddy's meeting was held at the first link's hotel. SO, can you see why we were kecewa?

LOL,

one is having a world luxury hotel award HOTEL, and the other wan is only the sister hotel.

LOL.

but still, the one we stayed in is still nice. :)

They have their private beach and so it's clean and beautiful.

When you walk in the sea (the sea is very shallow you can walk till very far)

you can still see your toes. (pictures as prove , next time)

and there are many facilities but we didn't bring proper attire and we didn't have much time,

so we didn't fully utilized it.

so we didn't go to the gym. ):

But i still love the cove. :D

and we manage to see the sunset (a lil) :)

So, i'll rate this trip 4/5 :)

penang.

2010-11-24T10:55:00.000-08:00

Went back to Penang last few days.

Attended 2 wedding dinners.

sadly, no pictures cause i was too lazy to take pictures. O.o

didn't follow dad to Perlis for meeting cause I want to spend more time with my cousins at Penang.

Watched Harry Potter with them. :D

Went arcade with them. :)

刚放下

:D

2010-11-11T23:42:00.000-08:00

sisters :)

roses! :D

O.O

2010-11-10T05:56:00.000-08:00

the only thing that can break my heart is love.

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back! :)

4 more days,

holidays will start in 4 more days! :D

and xl is leaving for australia soon. D:

i'll appreciate 2010.

im sorry, if i hurt youuuuuu!

;)

2010-11-04T03:10:00.001-07:00

im in penang. :D

tomorrow going to the beach.

dreams.

2010-10-30T03:21:00.000-07:00

I can see the first leafs falling
It's all yellow and nice
It's very cold outside
Like the way I'm feeling inside

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moody days,

exams just finished, but yet i can't feel the fun.

I'm so confused, and you never let me know what are your thoughts.

I'll never know.

sometimes, i give up and i couldn't do it.

Serene,

tell me what should i do.

so, during the exam, my room is in a mess. .________.

books everywhere even on my bed. =/

because i fell asleep with my books. LOL

and yeahh, im gonna clean it very soon. :D

my mom's birthday was on 25th which is last monday.

and everyone shared out (well i dint pay teehee. ) and bought a romantic present for my mom.

24 roses.

and 24 roses means i cant stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday.

hahaha

thn tonight we're going to the steakhouse to celebrate her birthday. :)

thank you mommy, i loveeeeeeeee you very much.

moodswings.

final exam

2010-10-24T04:34:00.000-07:00

tomorrow's the final exam.

PRAY HARD THAT I'LL GET GOOD GRADES.

singapore.! =l

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I shouldn't be sitting in front of the laptop right now!

I slept 5 am last night talked to LL last night. :)

thn, my mood went down down downnn.

but i was too tired to think about it,

so i fell asleep infront of my laptop,

forgot to plug out the cable. =/

oh, and my textbooks were beside me when i fell asleep.

I woke up ard 1pm today,

and continue to study sejarah. =/

i didn't even touch the kh textbook,

-.-

burn the midnight oil.

XXX

2010-10-23T00:25:00.000-07:00

leave me alone, I'm serious.

Pencil and eraser

2010-10-15T07:57:00.000-07:00

parents are like erasers,

correcting our (pencils) mistakes,

thank you mom and dad.

sorry to upset you all for the last few days. :)

♥,

pencil.

gastric

2010-10-09T11:22:00.000-07:00

gastric.

:'(

PMR

2010-10-02T00:46:00.000-07:00

good luck to those who are taking PMR for the next whole week!

try your best! :D

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I got confused easily.

I don't know what to do,

until last night.

I promised myself ,

study harder,

thn I'll get what I deserve.

the hardwork u paid off = what you're getting in return.

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JPS exam is getting nearer,

and they changed the date, AGN.

it's on the 25th of november.

PMR week,

Im gonna study hard ;)

back! :D

2010-09-26T01:18:00.000-07:00

helloooo!

I'm back to blogging after 10 days. :D

sometimes

knowing something you shouldn't know,

that you think you actually need to know,

but the fact is you don't need to know,

HURTS.

and, im confused agn.

outing. ♥

2010-09-16T23:36:00.000-07:00

yesterday's outing with friends was AWESOME.

thx guys, it'll be a memorable one.

♥

so, i picked wb from her house and headed pyramid at 11:40.

reached pyramid and realized that it's super early?

chit chatted with soon yee for a while,

thn shin wei, yee ching and yi vian reached.

so we started walking here and there.

and serene arrived.

so we headed to the cinema and we thought that it's a bad idea to watch movie.

the queue was SUPER LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG.

met wen qi there. ♥

glad to see her agn.

so , we walked ard.

not many shops were on sale..

SO, i decided not to buy ANYTHING. seriously, the price is. :l

we meet up with Ling Jing and went for lunch!

and we went gasoline. ♥

shared with friends , and the portion was just fine.

im full.

oh, guess what?

I guess the customers beside us were freaked out!

we kept SS here and there, and chat chat chat. O.o

thn serene, ling jing and wai bing planned to go for bowling.

and i tried bowling b4, and... >.<

so shin wei, yee ching , yi vian and i walked ard in asian avenue.

and we walked here and there.

LOL, we went in kitschen

the workers there have NO MANNERS at all.

SO WE WALKED OUT.

cotton on - i dint get to find tht shirt i wanted to buy in singapore. D:

oh, thn we went in random shops. (:

LOL, i noticed tht i was keep pulling them into random shops. O.o

thn i pulled thm out. LOL

oh, and did i mentioned tht my mission failed to find a nice wallet?

O.O im too choosy.

*PS:// good idea, sw. I love tht bracelet. (: *

thn we headed for ice monster .

thn..?

serene went home.

so we walked ard,

went to the ktm train there take pictures.

thn, errrr...?

they went back.

So i walked ard.

thn went for swimming. O.O

LOL, but i dint swim, i had dinner myself there instead.

ordered fish and chips and 100 plus.

rushed home to take my books and off to tuition.

O.O

life ♥ laughs

alone.

2010-09-16T08:13:00.001-07:00

sometimes,

loneliness is not a bad thing.

somehow,

i enjoy to be alone,

SOMETIMES.

the quietness,

it's hard to find in a busy city.

That's why i cherish it a lot.

acupofteawhilereadingabookunderatreeisawesome. (:

Life

2010-09-15T10:21:00.001-07:00

life's never easy, you just need to get stronger.

You have to expect the worst of all,

before you decide something,

because we never know what will happen.

prepare yourself ,

don't be afraid,

just continue your journey.

Life.

2010-09-14T06:25:00.000-07:00

many faces problems,

you just need to learn and continue your life.

There's no right or wrong,

it's your own decision ,

and you have to analyse it yourself is it right.

this is just a process of growing up.

Sometimes it may hurt, but soon you'll figure out a way.

And you'll realize that there's much more people care about you,

there's much more things you need to do.

We never know what will happen the next minute/hour,

so we should appreciate every minute and every second we have.

live your life to the fullest.

:D

2010-09-08T06:40:00.000-07:00

I did studied this afternoon.

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I still remember when I was very young, I was very close with my cousins. Well, now we're still very close. We often play together with my sisters, and every holiday when we go back to Penang, all of us will be very excited and happy to see each other again. The best part is my aunt owns an Innova now, and we just need to hop on in one car, and go ard Penang island or town.

i miss themmmmmmmm!

bored.

2010-09-06T22:01:00.000-07:00

well, you know what?

i said i want holidays so i can rest right?

forget bout it.

it's so bored.

seeeeeee what I planned.

reading - finish Ties the Knot by Sophie Kinsella

- buy another book.

cleaning - tidy up my room. :D

- clear the cupboard. D:

outings - with 6d's

- with friends. :D

and..?

ohh,

study - Sej. D:

- Geo D:

- KH D:

and..?

Practice my piano.

thnn...?

ROT.

take a break

2010-09-05T01:27:00.000-07:00

I guess it's time for me to take a break,

after so many things that happened this past few months.

I'm very tired right now.

this holiday, let's not bother about it anymore.

I need a peaceful holiday,

to let me enjoy.

I feel like skipping this busy town for a while,

take a stroll at the beach,

just relax by the beach.

unfortunately, I don't think I get the chance.

things come too fast ,

i hardly can rest for a while..

this holiday, i shall take a break .

SMART goal. (:

2010-09-03T07:52:00.000-07:00

Specific

Measurable

Achievable

Realistic

Time

goal.

SMART goal.

Yes, I'll study SMART.

just came back from dinner @ klang. steamboat..

(Y)

they use charcoal instead of gas,

it's tastes nicer!

RM13 per person.

worth trying.

(;

Merdeka baby! (:

2010-08-30T10:43:00.000-07:00

went to have lunch at Sugimoto.

nice food they have.

(food agn.)

CY foot the bill, thx!

thn I followed them to KLCC.

#1 wanted to buy Gucci but got nothing in the end 'cause it's much more expensive compared in Singapore and she can't find the ones she want.

coach is too old for her.

Gucci bag.. O.O

the price = 4 figures.

o.o

O.OOOO

I find KLCC quite boring as the things are veryyy pricey and I got no $$.

anddddd.. Vincci was having sales and we went in..

I cant breathe, they snatched every shoes they see and tried it.

oh, and the shop's in a mess,

the shoes weren't arranged properly.

-.-

(a bit exaggerating but at least you can imagine how scary it is...)

you hardly can see any shop where people SNATCH shoes in Subang or Pyramid.

=.=

tomorrow we're going out with cousins.

;)

oh, andddd I got tuition.

T.T

HAPPY BIRTHDAY #2! (:

love you always.

2010-08-29T09:02:00.000-07:00

I'm more interesting thn pq?

O.O